The first cut is the deepest.
As much as I want to believe that things happen for a reason… I just can’t help but feel bad about certain things.
First, because I know I had full control about everything. Second, because I completely messed up a second chance. And third, because it was really that sad.
I am fully aware that it can’t be helped now and I should probably go on with my life. But it’s hard. </3
And I want to cry but tears just can’t come out and I find that weird.
And then I noticed the silly coincidence that this is my 22nd post...
WTF I think the feels got even worse :(