Sleep continues to elude me.
It's like those birds that wanted to come near the farms, like how sleep should enter my body. I should let them feast but for some reason I have a scarecrow. And now I may look like one.
My body does not recognize night and day like it usually does. I just get sleep when I get lucky.
Now I really value how my tiring school days let me sleep as soon as I close my eyes.
Those days it was both hard and easy.