Saturday, November 22, 2014

Right now I just want to tell you how lost I am. 
Everything has been falling apart for me these past weeks. The struggles were all bitter. Sadly, these struggles bear nothing else.
The headaches I can always ignore, but the internal pain and confusion are my concerns. There is a part of me that believes my hardships are not justified. These doubts cloud my aspirations.
It is sad to think I only realize these at this point in my life. 
Are these part of the ordinary obstacles I should face? Or am I just that good in making bad decisions?